I well would wish otherwise. Anywhere but here.
Tell me what to do
God, if you’re really there tell me what to do. Could you end this misery? I don’t feel like I will even go to college anymore. Not even nus with this kind of wariness I’m currently having.
Do you even notice how painful this feeling is? How sick of myself I feel? Feeling lost and doesn’t know where to turn to?
What do you want me to do?
What do you want for me?
Why do you keep doing this when I thought finally I will have my happy ending?
I know that I’m a mortal who might not mean a lot to you who have to take care of billions of lives…
But I’m a human. I ache, I bleed, I grieve, I can be tired.
I hate, I too feel hurt.
God, are you listening? It’s me, sasha.
